*Insert Stress-relieving Scream Here*

So this semester is really starting to suck. I expected the first couple of weeks to not be so hot because it's summer. No one is usually stupid enough to take 18 credits in the summer; so I guess I'm not as smart as I thought I was. Anyways, most of my classes are going well. Anes/Surg is the only one NOT going well, and it's not going well at all. This past Monday, I was in charge of the IV catheter. I knew what I was doing, and I felt prepared. However, the teacher decided to ask random questions and I pretty much failed the quiz even though I did the reading. I hate it when teachers ask stupid questions. When I was up to catheterize, I ended up stabbing myself. My hand was extermely swollen. It's gone down for the most part, but it's still swollen. And it hurts. Also in the lab, the preanesthetist showed up to class, unprepared as usual. I don't understand how this girl can be passing! She shows up to lab about 5 mins before class starts and won't be prepared at all! She will have to calculate her drugs, but she won't have the protocol sheet so she doesn't know what to calculate. She won't grab everything she needs, so the rest of us have to pick up her slack. With only 4 people in the lab, we really don't have the time to do that. Hopefully the second half of the semester is better. This class is driving me insane!

And taking the lecture online isn't helping at all either. The teacher keeps asking questions about how she likes it in lab and what she prefers. How the hell do we know what she likes when we don't have her in lab?? And all she does is contradict our notes and textbook. So it's basically an automatic fail thanks to her stupidity! I just want the semester to be done. I don't know if I can take another 7 1/2 weeks of stupid teachers and inconsiderate classmates. I'm not saying that I'm perfect, cuz I'm not. But I at least know that I have to be prepared instead of relying on everyone else.

I am ready to just scream and pull my hair out, but there's no time for that because I have surgery lab in a couple hours. I guess it's time to raise the blood pressure even more. Anyone know how to prevent a heart attack? Cuz at this rate, I'm well on my way to having one.